Mabuhay

Ben, BBQ, Flip, Seventeen. Just Living life till I earn my wings.

16, 5’6 1/2, and 130 lbs. 

skinny. skinny as a twig. thats all i am. i’ve been this way ever since middle school and i look disgusting. i look at my self in the mirror and all i see are my skinny arms and body. a lot of people joke a lot with me about my weight. even my family makes fun of me and wants me to eat more. i know i shouldn’t give a crap about what anybody says and that God blessed me with this body. but sometimes i just wish how different i would be if i was bigger. maybe the girls i like would finally notice me, everyone will get off my back, and i wouldn’t have to hide under my clothes.

i’m not complaining or whining and i’m pretty sure people would want to have a body like me if they wanted to lose weight. but oh well, everyone has something to say about their body at some point. thus, i’m going to finally do something about it.